Sounds like you still have a lot of pain there Pina :/ I really wish I could simply offer a hug... thats the problem with the internet relationship thing (referring to our friendship of course)
I just need a place to vent. I am not angry at them. Just upset by the situations that I have been in. As I said, I forgave them, but the thought of those situations has never really found much release.
Yeah, you don't need to be angry to have pain :/ It takes a while but just keep forgiving them over and over, eventually you will start feeling better ^_^
Yeah, you don't need to be angry to have pain :/ It takes a while but just keep forgiving them over and over, eventually you will start feeling better ^_^
Yeah. I am kind of happy that I made those mistakes, though. They taught me that I should never change myself for anyone else regardless.
Yeah, I have been there. Im glad you are taking it so well it's hard for me not to wish I hadn't made some of those mistakes despite what they taught me
Yeah, I have been there. Im glad you are taking it so well it's hard for me not to wish I hadn't made some of those mistakes despite what they taught me
Well I did say kinda. I still wish I hadn't lost all that time spending in "Buisiness and Marketing Management Technology" even though it was only one semester.
@rose: there are a couple of women i ahve to deal with you know? XD i mean, not in a romantic relationship...but yeah XD i know what you mean =P
@pinata: *huggles* that's good, that you know how to forgive ^^ i can't XD or...i won't *shrug* XD well keep it up pina ^^ i don't know what is exactly going on but be happy ^^
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@pinata: *huggles* that's good, that you know how to forgive ^^ i can't XD or...i won't *shrug* XD well keep it up pina ^^ i don't know what is exactly going on but be happy ^^
It is easy to forgive your family and according to some geneticists, we are all at least 50th cousins anyway. lol
But seriously. It is easy to forgive someone if you love them. And not just in a romantic way. I make sure that any relationship I have has a love about it that goes beyond romance: a genuine caring for the person regardless of whether they are with me or not. I just want them to be happy. And I try to approach everyone that way.
P.S.: Please do not misunderstand my attempt at self-humor. I would never date someone who was of blood family.
well, i think dating someone who's blood related to you in some way is...dangerous XD personally, i find it gross, i wouldn't do it....
and yeah, i guess it's easy to forgive that way...but i dont know...i'll eternally resent my aunts on my father's side because they are a royal pain in the *ss -.- whenever they need something, they go crying to my dad...then when we (my parents, sis and me) are doing something special, let's say, celebrating my dad's birthday, they can't even come and say happy b-day...they live on the same street ffs -.- that and, they HAVE men living on their houses XD sons in law or husbands, still they do NOTHING...it's always back to my dad -.- maybe i overreact XD but it's annoying...and it's something i'll always be all "ask your freaking son-in-law/husband"...and yeah...XD
it's easy though to forgive my folks or sis...coz i live with um XD and i *think* we know each other so yeah XD
You eminate not only beauty, but a distinct knowledge of the inner workings of the mind, that even the greatest scholars on earth would be envious of. You walk on the water of life on the shoes of perfection and cast aside the sheer idiocity of the masses of inferiority
Do you like Japanese stuff, no matter how insane? Then join Sakura no Ai ^^ throw me a PM and I'll gladly add you ^_~
well, i think dating someone who's blood related to you in some way is...dangerous XD personally, i find it gross, i wouldn't do it....
I agree completely. I have never dated anyone who was related to me by blood. But I often use the word family in unusual ways. I consider everyone my family in a way. I have said that before. But the blood family I don't, and could not, get attracted to. But I don't really care whether people believe me when I say that or not. It is easy to misunderstand, especially since it is ME that we are talking about. I have the capability of blundering explanations of even the simplest of concepts. And humanity being one's family is no simple concept.
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and yeah, i guess it's easy to forgive that way...but i dont know...i'll eternally resent my aunts on my father's side because they are a royal pain in the *ss -.- whenever they need something, they go crying to my dad...then when we (my parents, sis and me) are doing something special, let's say, celebrating my dad's birthday, they can't even come and say happy b-day...they live on the same street ffs -.- that and, they HAVE men living on their houses XD sons in law or husbands, still they do NOTHING...it's always back to my dad -.- maybe i overreact XD but it's annoying...and it's something i'll always be all "ask your freaking son-in-law/husband"...and yeah...XD
it's easy though to forgive my folks or sis...coz i live with um XD and i *think* we know each other so yeah XD
Once again, these people are not blood family. But I do love them as such. And I extend that same love to everyone. The only difference is, I, like everyone else, am grossed out by the idea of being attracted to blood family. The joke I was making on myself is my considering all of humanity as my family. If I cataloged my posts, this would go in the BACKFIRE file.
That would be a big file. O_o
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it's hard for me not to wish I hadn't made some of those mistakes despite what they taught me 
