That may just be because you are the head of the Funender Garden, and I played 2 professor characters, so you seem like my boss now permanently in my mind. XD
A-as if i'm cursed,
B-"i hate you"
A-is the only words repeated in my mind and verse
C-the choices i make, the pain it brings
C-it's as if i'm cursed, i wasn't able to shout, scream or sing.
D-through this sore scratchy throat caused by my painful sorrows of tears,
D-in my mind i kept repeating, "i have no fears."
E-through the choices i make,
E-could've or is my biggest mistake
F-through the drops of tears and pain,
A-as if i'm cursed,
F-i felt the insanity of suffering, i felt i'm no longer sane.
G-thrusting my head against the wall, "what threshold lies ahead?"
G-how much more pain must i endure, repeated in my mind, it's more easier said.
H-these repetitions cornered me as a rat
H-as if i'm no longer human, no longer sane, no longer with the phrase, "i can deal with this and that."
I-through the choices i make, the pain i bring to people around,
I-i felt i shouldn't even exist, not anywhere with solid ground.
A-it's as if i'm cursed.
in a dark gloomish, corner. stood there over shadowing darkness. no rays of hope. no hope to keep. a girl, no older than five posed a question, "why does mommy hate me?" continuously rocking herself and at an instantly her mom came rushing in, "you little! how many times have i have to tell you don't wet the bed! uh!"
after beatened,....
how does it sound?
i would continue but i have to go to class. if you want me to continue just tell me. ^_^
the beating took place in the kitchen where the mother continuously prays to the Gods, "please help my daughter she is just a senseless girl." of course this tribe of people thinks it's a curse to have a child like that.
after the beating, the girl was left in a room alone. there she stood with bruises and long slashes on her back as if it was some kind of method to cure her illness. she wasn't sick and she was no different. she didn't think of the future 'cause was a kid. she thought of vengeance. she was angry at the Gods and was angry at her mother. that was not the only reason.
at the age of 6, her mother discovered her daughter washing the dishes. but that wasn't the wierd part. she has the power of GOD. manipulating objects at her will. her feeting was above the ground and her eyes glow of hatred. her glare scared the hell out of mother. at that instant her mother grabbed...
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