ok went back to the doctor today to say i was concerned (complain) about 2 things:
1. It looks like a chick bone is stuck in my neck. lol Actually its a protrusion that feels hard to the touch. He explained some medical term I forgot that was severed and the bottom half below the incision has drained while the top half can't drain very well cuz they were severed by the incision, but will, just slower, may take a month or 2 to completely go away, BUT the good news is in another week I can begin massaging it vigorously to make it soft tissue again which will decrease the healing time.
2. Symptoms are still here if not worse. Stuff like indigestion, but its better this wk than last wk. Fatigue and now can't sleep last few nights. Also depression. This all takes more time to go away, the doc said. He explained I had major surgery not minor and this is going to take time to heal, but he did send me for another blood test to see how the calcium levels are now, just in case its spiking again. But he did say while I was under, the calcium dropped greatly (the main reason for the surgery) so he is confident he got all of the tumor which was my biggest fear (that they might have to go back in looking for pieces missed or something).
so bottom line is i just have to be more patient and wait longer to heal. so there you go wing, dp, and anyone else that cares, more details that i wanted to share but hey i brought it all up so as they say in FFX, "that's the gist of it"
at least it sounds like good news, you'll be sure after the next blood test
if you need anyone to talk to when feeling depressed you know where to find me, and i'm sure everyone else is there for you too
how are the people around you helping you through this?
(23:16:14) Arc angel: so
used to read stuff on funender
as semi intelligent
now verytime i read tyour posts
youre using you old spice voice
and ery sentence
has a sexual undertone
XD
always
ALWAYS
be scared to mic with wing
even
IIIIIIIII
wanna flirt with him
ffs
XD
Death_Penalty wrote:
Purrs like a kitten, stings like a bee,
Wingy'll have your clothes off before you even see.
That may just be because you are the head of the Funender Garden, and I played 2 professor characters, so you seem like my boss now permanently in my mind. XD
wingzero
Posted:
Sat May 26, 2012 3:21 pm
Ultima Weapon
Age: 24
Joined: 13 May 2006
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(23:16:14) Arc angel: so
used to read stuff on funender
as semi intelligent
now verytime i read tyour posts
youre using you old spice voice
and ery sentence
has a sexual undertone
XD
always
ALWAYS
be scared to mic with wing
even
IIIIIIIII
wanna flirt with him
ffs
XD
Death_Penalty wrote:
Purrs like a kitten, stings like a bee,
Wingy'll have your clothes off before you even see.
welkies for da updates. can't get the blood test until Tues. tho
the depression is more like the "down cycle" of a certain movie and you know what I mean - rofl
@ wingy yeah yeah they all supportive, I'm just impatient as usual. want it all over NOW, n back to b4
know that feeling, had that a lot too when i got hurt at work, lol
just want it over with, i remember when i cut my fingers and the dead skin grew back on and i just kept looking it at, (i still do) just feeling repulsed by it...
i kept trying to push it down, but that doesnt work, lol
so i can slightly understand how you'd feel right now, lol
(granted they were no tumors on my fingers and i kinda did it to myself...)
and if they're like the down cycle of movies, all movies end well, and so will this one
(you should get skype so we can cheer you up? or at least i can cheer you up xD )
(23:16:14) Arc angel: so
used to read stuff on funender
as semi intelligent
now verytime i read tyour posts
youre using you old spice voice
and ery sentence
has a sexual undertone
XD
always
ALWAYS
be scared to mic with wing
even
IIIIIIIII
wanna flirt with him
ffs
XD
Death_Penalty wrote:
Purrs like a kitten, stings like a bee,
Wingy'll have your clothes off before you even see.
^Arcy makes the best siggies
^ Zomg! look what Arcy Made! Thank you!
It's a howl in greeting to friends held dear
It's a bristling growl when confronted by fear
It's a friendly lick or scritch to show that we care
It's a deep understanding, a compassion that's rare
or we could all summon a spirit bomb to wipe that pain out.
Take solice in the fact that you got lots of love being thrown at you from all over the world.
You must be a pretty important, attractive, intelligent, has super powers, gives good hugs (I guess), spectacular taste in fine wines, likes bush walks with a friend, loves to cook me mac and cheese, wears a scarf sometimes type of girl
or we could all summon a spirit bomb to wipe that pain out.
Take solice in the fact that you got lots of love being thrown at you from all over the world.
You must be a pretty important, attractive, intelligent, has super powers, gives good hugs (I guess), spectacular taste in fine wines, likes bush walks with a friend, loves to cook me mac and cheese, wears a scarf sometimes type of girl
Constantly hopin you feel better soon pumpkin.
HUGS!
pff, that description doesnt even come close to kimmy
she's so much more, she can be your savious when you feel like you're trapped on a deserted island
she' can be like a fireman when the world around you is lit on fire
she's the rock you hold on to during a flood
(23:16:14) Arc angel: so
used to read stuff on funender
as semi intelligent
now verytime i read tyour posts
youre using you old spice voice
and ery sentence
has a sexual undertone
XD
always
ALWAYS
be scared to mic with wing
even
IIIIIIIII
wanna flirt with him
ffs
XD
Death_Penalty wrote:
Purrs like a kitten, stings like a bee,
Wingy'll have your clothes off before you even see.
or we could all summon a spirit bomb to wipe that pain out.
Take solice in the fact that you got lots of love being thrown at you from all over the world.
You must be a pretty important, attractive, intelligent, has super powers, gives good hugs (I guess), spectacular taste in fine wines, likes bush walks with a friend, loves to cook me mac and cheese, wears a scarf sometimes type of girl
^Arcy makes the best siggies
^ Zomg! look what Arcy Made! Thank you!
It's a howl in greeting to friends held dear
It's a bristling growl when confronted by fear
It's a friendly lick or scritch to show that we care
It's a deep understanding, a compassion that's rare
(23:16:14) Arc angel: so
used to read stuff on funender
as semi intelligent
now verytime i read tyour posts
youre using you old spice voice
and ery sentence
has a sexual undertone
XD
always
ALWAYS
be scared to mic with wing
even
IIIIIIIII
wanna flirt with him
ffs
XD
Death_Penalty wrote:
Purrs like a kitten, stings like a bee,
Wingy'll have your clothes off before you even see.
^Arcy makes the best siggies
^ Zomg! look what Arcy Made! Thank you!
It's a howl in greeting to friends held dear
It's a bristling growl when confronted by fear
It's a friendly lick or scritch to show that we care
It's a deep understanding, a compassion that's rare
wingzero
Posted:
Sun May 27, 2012 6:52 pm
Ultima Weapon
Age: 24
Joined: 13 May 2006
Posts: 16,805
Liked Posts: 26
Karma: 1393
Location: on the planet H.I.T.U. preparing my Ragnarok spaceship for flight
(23:16:14) Arc angel: so
used to read stuff on funender
as semi intelligent
now verytime i read tyour posts
youre using you old spice voice
and ery sentence
has a sexual undertone
XD
always
ALWAYS
be scared to mic with wing
even
IIIIIIIII
wanna flirt with him
ffs
XD
Death_Penalty wrote:
Purrs like a kitten, stings like a bee,
Wingy'll have your clothes off before you even see.
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