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Sat Nov 10, 2007 2:51 pm |
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Elephant Memoirs
November 10, 2007:
Heh I find it funny how people say they care. But when you need them most they are to busy or don't want to talk to you. When they need something you are always there for them and all they want form you is for use and then they want to end the conversation there after they are done using you.....It also seems alot of people I used to talk to are slipping away, I don't know what is going on now where people seem to forget about you.....
As my health gets worse others are doing better in life, and it makes me happy....if it means my health going to hell that people live successful lives then so be it....
I would rather be dead then see others unhappy regardless of how much they may brush me away or may not really show their care.....
And it is sad that the only people who really show they care are hardly ever near, but when they are and even when they are busy they are there for me.....I miss those people.....
I would rather die knowing the people I care about will be doing better.....
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Sat Nov 10, 2007 10:45 pm |
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is that based on ur life?
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When life gives you lemons... You squirt them in people's eyes.
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Sun Nov 11, 2007 12:29 am |
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Yeah
It's pretty much about what I am thinking for the day, or how I am feeling....
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oh well u cant die becuz every1 will miss u
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When life gives you lemons... You squirt them in people's eyes.
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Sun Nov 11, 2007 3:00 pm |
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I know I'll die someday, hopefully not soon, but I will someday....
November 11, 2007:
Sadness is a passing feeling, in your time of sadness you don't think you will get over being sad or the thought that one you care about is gone but in do time you realize being sad so much will not bring that person back even though you still are saddened by their death. Even when you think you are over the fact that they have passed you will still feel sorrow within yourself and that shows you really do care and think about those times you weren't there for them and regret that time, but then you remember that you were there for them and that's all that matters, and that's what makes you realize that you had your good times and bad times but you still cared for each other. The good times and the bad times and the forgiveness helps you to deal with the loss of a loved one...
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thats really true.
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Mon Nov 12, 2007 3:27 am |
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November 12, 2007:
I find it funny how unaccepting people can be at times.....When a group of people don't like how a certain person is and they gang up on them to try and get rid of them, or they wait for that person to realize that they are not liked by the unthinking majority and that person excuses themselves away from them and that's when they take the chance to make sure that person doesn't have their own chance to come back and try to make amends that they shouldn't have to make, or have that person apologize for being themselves.....It angers me at how unaccepting people can be when the outcast just wants to be liked or wants to be themselves without being bullied or pushed aside for how they are.....Is this what society teaches us? Those with an opinion or a different way of thinking, speaking, learning are not worthy of the same air or worthy of being amongst other human being?
"Humanity is flawed"
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people are flawed and there for can only make flawed things. a group of people gathering does not make them any less flawed.
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November 13, 2007:
Those who have a voice and use it are thrown aside and replaced with lab rats. Those who work hard and are unrewarded are replaced with those who work less and are recognized and rewarded.....I am the voice and hard working self and mind who goes unrewarded...Lack of sleep, lack of health, lack of energy, lack of body.....Scars in my mind and on my body show I am a fighter and I shall not go unheard ever, regardless of the consequences...There should be no punishment for using your voice but only to hear what an opposing voice use theirs, as it should be.....But those who want to mute you are those who have no voice or are afraid that the voice and opinion are being used, so they try to silence us...But we still fight for our right to be human, because in the end we are all human, and we will agree or disagree or agree to disagree, we will fight one another and always always want to be victorious.....And for those who use the word over violence are the true peace keepers, not the ones with the guns.....
"Let's Set Our Hearts And Self Destruct"
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Thu Nov 15, 2007 11:44 pm |
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November 14,2007:
I miss her already...I wish I could become closer to her before she left, say my final good bye...Now she'll never know that I loved her, loved her as a friend and as a person....What a great girl she was, but I know she was sad at times to and I wanted to be there to make her sadness go away...But she was never near enough for me to do so.....This beautiful, young girl is no longer near, and it saddens me that she is no longer with us.....I wish I could tell her I cared, and I will always care.....Good bye my friend, and be in peace....
"Death me know, comes to all of us alive"
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Fri Nov 16, 2007 12:04 am |
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November 15, 2007:
What a week...I'm so tired, I'm in so much pain.....I don't know what's wrong with me....I need someone to help me to save myself and my soul.....But everyone around me doesn't want to talk to me, they are to busy to talk to a lower being as myself....they talk to those they find more interesting..or good looking....It makes me feel as if I am not a nice enough person to talk to or an intelligent enough person to talk to...But how could they know that if they cease to talk to me?....I don't understand people anymore...I really don't.....
"If you do things right, people won't be sure you've done anything at all"
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Mon Nov 19, 2007 10:34 am |
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November 19,2007:
I told her how much she meant to me but I wasn't confessing my love to her or anything, for I have feelings for another woman...But she is not here at the moment...I hope I see her again soon, because I don't know if I'll make it to the end of this month.....thank you my friend for all that you have done...I hope I make it to the end of the year at least, I want to keep making them laugh till my very last breath........
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woah, deep....and kind of depressing...stil..sad 
i hope u wont die, elle!
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November 21,2007:
People are leaving for unknown reasons but you find them else where....I promised her I would make it to the end of the year.....I would show her my new self so she could remember me if I am to go sooner then I want..I know I won't live much longer and I want her to know that I will be strong for her till the very end....If I leave I'll be back, I promise.....Everyone is giving up on me except for a few....Those who are sick and can be fixed don't take the opportunity to do so....as for me, I will have to live till the day I die with a dying soul and a failing heart.....
"Search your souls and hold fast"
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DON'T DIE ELPHY. I'D MISS YOU TOO MUCH.
THE WORLD WILL CRY THE DAY YOU DIE, AND I'M NOT GOOD AT SUICIDE.
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