| Dear Daddy
- Goto page 1, 2 Next |
|
View previous topic :: View next topic |
 Ochibi |
|
Posted:
Sun Nov 12, 2006 12:06 am |
Highwind
Age: 23
Joined: 07 Sep 2006
Posts: 7,450
Liked Posts: 0
Karma: 400
Location: North Pole
Usergroups:
None
2952 Gil
| | | Class: | Wizard Knight | | Level: | 72 |
Items
    
more...
|
|
Dear Daddy
Dear Daddy,
I remember that day clearly
When you left me and mommy
Because you didn’t need us anymore
Because we were “worthless” and “stupid” to you
And now look at me
Look at me, Daddy
I’m in college
I have friends
I’m alive
You didn’t hurt me, Daddy
You failed your mission
To make me
And mommy’s life miserable
I use to think
Why, why did you hate me so much?
Why did you never once glance my way?
I tried, Daddy
I really tried
I’ve done everything I can
To make you love me
Did you care?
When I had a cold
When I had a fever
When I was smoking
When I was on drugs
When I was being beaten
When I was vomiting blood
You never cared
Not once, Daddy, not once
You missed out
You missed out a lot
My sweet sixteen
My graduation
My teen years
Everything
I remember once
When your words
Haunted me
To death
As much as I
Hate to admit it
You’re words, Daddy
You’re words killed me
You said
That I deserve to be dead
That I was a mistake
That nobody loves me
Till this day
Your words still stays with me
It goes through my head
Everyday
Every night
Every hour
Every second
But you know what?
It doesn’t affect me anymore
You’re nothing to me anymore
Just a memory
A memory that’ll I’ll always remember
But thank you, Daddy
Thank you
For making me a stronger person
For making me a more caring person
For making me know
That I serve a purpose
I sometimes
Still wish
That I could have a daddy
Who would come to my shows
Who would spoil me
Who would call me “Princess,”
And take me somewhere far away
I just want to ask, Daddy
What changed you?
We use to me
Such a happy family
What went wrong?
What happen?
What made you like this?
I think about you, Daddy
A lot
I wonder where you are
I wonder what you are doing
I wonder if you’re happy
Satisfied
That you tried to break me
To haunt me
To kill me
I’m not in your grasp anymore
I’m my own person
I live, Daddy
I live
You shall not rule my life no more
I have shed enough tears
Enough pain
Enough blood for you
I hope you’re proud, Daddy
Proud of whom I’ve become
Proud of what I’ve become
Proud enough to say,
“That’s my daughter”
Daddy, I still miss you
I still miss it when you use to
Hold my hand
Pick me up
And call me
Your “Gem”
Your “Jewel”
Your “Life”
I haven’t seen you, Daddy
In such a long time
Do I hate you?
Not anymore, Daddy, not anymore
How have you been, Daddy?
I sometimes really wonder this
And I hope, Daddy
With all my might
I hope
That the next time we meet
We
Me, you, and Mommy
Can all become a real family again
I miss you, Daddy
I really do
Your daughter always,
----
Letter I found, written it couple years back, modified it a little
Suprise I still have it
|
| Shandris wrote: |
| Chibi is a genius |
I never did get my Chibi cuffs. Damn. |
| |
 |
|
| Shandris |
|
Posted:
Sun Nov 12, 2006 6:29 am |
Guest
Karma: 0
Usergroups:
None
Items
|
|
yesterday was a really hard day i guess
|
|
| |
|
|
| Melkor |
|
Posted:
Sun Nov 12, 2006 9:56 pm |
Ultima Weapon
Age: 24
Joined: 24 Apr 2006
Posts: 18,419
Liked Posts: 0
Karma: 691
Location: In the arms of my lover and master
Usergroups:
Kindness Counts
Roleplayers
World Domination
27279 Gil
| | | Class: | Wizard Knight | | Level: | 58 |
Items
    
more...
|
|
 O poor Ochi!
I know how much that hurts!
It never really goes away!
You may think it has but you know.
poor poor Ochi!
I only know of one way to truely get healing from such a wound only one!
|
Lets go dark to see what we find, turn out the lights and start to loose our minds, so you can see its just a matter of time, untill they find you.
Lets go dark and rewind the night, to see what we loose when we close our eyes, the drum beats in time with their cries, it stops when they find you. |
| |
|
|
| Ochibi |
|
Posted:
Sun Nov 12, 2006 10:04 pm |
Highwind
Age: 23
Joined: 07 Sep 2006
Posts: 7,450
Liked Posts: 0
Karma: 400
Location: North Pole
Usergroups:
None
2952 Gil
| | | Class: | Wizard Knight | | Level: | 72 |
Items
more...
|
|
..haha
tahnks melk
but honesty
it doesn't really effect me anymore
|
| Shandris wrote: |
| Chibi is a genius |
I never did get my Chibi cuffs. Damn. |
| |
|
|
| Melkor |
|
Posted:
Sun Nov 12, 2006 10:05 pm |
Ultima Weapon
Age: 24
Joined: 24 Apr 2006
Posts: 18,419
Liked Posts: 0
Karma: 691
Location: In the arms of my lover and master
Usergroups:
Kindness Counts
Roleplayers
World Domination
27279 Gil
| | | Class: | Wizard Knight | | Level: | 58 |
Items
more...
|
|
I've heard that one before.
But thats OK.
If U ever want to talk about it Im here K?
|
Lets go dark to see what we find, turn out the lights and start to loose our minds, so you can see its just a matter of time, untill they find you.
Lets go dark and rewind the night, to see what we loose when we close our eyes, the drum beats in time with their cries, it stops when they find you. |
| |
|
|
| dansi |
|
Posted:
Sun Nov 12, 2006 11:41 pm |
SeeD Candidate
Age: 19
Joined: 17 May 2006
Posts: 1,272
Liked Posts: 0
Karma: 167
Location: Looking at you
Usergroups:
Item Warriors
Kindness Counts
4105190 Gil
Items
    
more...
|
|
Who?
|
Need Help With Cash? or somthing Else?
Well Contact Kindness Counts the Group thats made out of Kindness.
" Before you criticize somone you should walk a mile in their shoes, so when you criticize them your a mile away and you have their shoes" |
| |
|
|
| dansi |
|
Posted:
Mon Nov 13, 2006 12:20 am |
SeeD Candidate
Age: 19
Joined: 17 May 2006
Posts: 1,272
Liked Posts: 0
Karma: 167
Location: Looking at you
Usergroups:
Item Warriors
Kindness Counts
4105190 Gil
Items
more...
|
|
evil alright
|
Need Help With Cash? or somthing Else?
Well Contact Kindness Counts the Group thats made out of Kindness.
" Before you criticize somone you should walk a mile in their shoes, so when you criticize them your a mile away and you have their shoes" |
| |
|
|
| Cim Trifius |
|
Posted:
Mon Nov 13, 2006 2:22 am |
Ultima Weapon
Age: 23
Joined: 01 Jul 2006
Posts: 19,473
Liked Posts: 9
Karma: 1441
Location: Here again!
Usergroups:
Funender Garden
Funender Support
In Review
3070163 Gil
Items
   
more...
|
|
Very surprised I am... What secrets and feelings peoples has in their heart.
I cannot put words on it 
|
Winner of the Funender Movie Making Contest '08
Never forget Funender Movie Makers!
Need help or advice? Have any questions? Ask the Funender Support!
Feel lost? In doubt? Look in the
FAQ!
| pinataheart wrote: |
| That may just be because you are the head of the Funender Garden, and I played 2 professor characters, so you seem like my boss now permanently in my mind. XD |
|
| |
|
|
| Shandris |
|
Posted:
Mon Nov 13, 2006 8:34 am |
Guest
Karma: 0
Usergroups:
None
Items
|
|
ppl are full of surprises
|
|
| |
|
|
| Cim Trifius |
|
Posted:
Mon Nov 13, 2006 1:25 pm |
Ultima Weapon
Age: 23
Joined: 01 Jul 2006
Posts: 19,473
Liked Posts: 9
Karma: 1441
Location: Here again!
Usergroups:
Funender Garden
Funender Support
In Review
3070163 Gil
Items
more...
|
|
You said it!
|
Winner of the Funender Movie Making Contest '08
Never forget Funender Movie Makers!
Need help or advice? Have any questions? Ask the Funender Support!
Feel lost? In doubt? Look in the
FAQ!
| pinataheart wrote: |
| That may just be because you are the head of the Funender Garden, and I played 2 professor characters, so you seem like my boss now permanently in my mind. XD |
|
| |
|
|
| Ochibi |
|
Posted:
Mon Nov 13, 2006 7:05 pm |
Highwind
Age: 23
Joined: 07 Sep 2006
Posts: 7,450
Liked Posts: 0
Karma: 400
Location: North Pole
Usergroups:
None
2952 Gil
| | | Class: | Wizard Knight | | Level: | 72 |
Items
more...
|
|
haha
I told you guys
this was like..written last summer, after I graduate
^_^;;;
|
| Shandris wrote: |
| Chibi is a genius |
I never did get my Chibi cuffs. Damn. |
| |
|
|
| Cim Trifius |
|
Posted:
Tue Nov 14, 2006 3:03 am |
Ultima Weapon
Age: 23
Joined: 01 Jul 2006
Posts: 19,473
Liked Posts: 9
Karma: 1441
Location: Here again!
Usergroups:
Funender Garden
Funender Support
In Review
3070163 Gil
Items
more...
|
|
Which is not that far away in the past 
|
Winner of the Funender Movie Making Contest '08
Never forget Funender Movie Makers!
Need help or advice? Have any questions? Ask the Funender Support!
Feel lost? In doubt? Look in the
FAQ!
| pinataheart wrote: |
| That may just be because you are the head of the Funender Garden, and I played 2 professor characters, so you seem like my boss now permanently in my mind. XD |
|
| |
|
|
| Ochibi |
|
Posted:
Tue Nov 14, 2006 5:24 pm |
Highwind
Age: 23
Joined: 07 Sep 2006
Posts: 7,450
Liked Posts: 0
Karma: 400
Location: North Pole
Usergroups:
None
2952 Gil
| | | Class: | Wizard Knight | | Level: | 72 |
Items
more...
|
|
lol..well...it doesn't matter
|
| Shandris wrote: |
| Chibi is a genius |
I never did get my Chibi cuffs. Damn. |
| |
|
|
| Cim Trifius |
|
Posted:
Wed Nov 15, 2006 2:10 am |
Ultima Weapon
Age: 23
Joined: 01 Jul 2006
Posts: 19,473
Liked Posts: 9
Karma: 1441
Location: Here again!
Usergroups:
Funender Garden
Funender Support
In Review
3070163 Gil
Items
more...
|
|
Maybe not ^^
|
Winner of the Funender Movie Making Contest '08
Never forget Funender Movie Makers!
Need help or advice? Have any questions? Ask the Funender Support!
Feel lost? In doubt? Look in the
FAQ!
| pinataheart wrote: |
| That may just be because you are the head of the Funender Garden, and I played 2 professor characters, so you seem like my boss now permanently in my mind. XD |
|
| |
|
|
| XxClouDStrifexX |
|
Posted:
Wed Nov 15, 2006 7:51 am |
True RPG Fan
Age: 20
Joined: 05 May 2006
Posts: 3,180
Liked Posts: 1
Karma: 348
Location: USA
Usergroups:
Kindness Counts
173 Gil
Items
  
more...
|
|
wow....that was like wow great job.
|
 |
| |
|
|
| |
