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Wed Jul 11, 2007 4:11 am |
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All the Able
All the Able
incredible, understand?
that's how it would feel if i knew
where to go
what to do
unbelievable
if i knew he was true
but he was fake and i was too
then i was through hiding
heart was open bleeding for him
It was with him i was confiding
regrettable, maybe
terrifying, hel-l yes
understandable
since he knew me the best
never been open to stranger or friend
never been able since ive been betrayed to no end
Trust in fear
it's what i do
trust in anger
i'm good at that too
I laugh when i think how he pretended to be
I cry when i remember how i thought he loved me
Betrayed i had been, i later realized
Alone in a corner I couldn't cry
So empty
So numb
So battered, undone
I never should have trusted him, for that I was a fool
Trust in fear, i shattered my rule
Came back to the states my secret inside
So many things ive had to hide
From them
From me
Either that or lose my sanity
Alone in a corner i finally cried
For the part of me that died that night
Later i grew up and learned to fight
Learned not to take what wasn't right
Still a bit shy
Still feel small
Still feel like i'm drowning
And everyone's so tall
I think there's a backbone, under the flesh, in which I reside
Perhaps a spirit, under this ribcage of mine
Still flinch at loud noises, still shaken, still scared
Don't like heights, think of falling through the air
Nightmares in the day, but relief at night
To be alone by myself feels more right
Responsibility i have to the small ones i oversee
To my mother
To the people in my family
To my friends with problems of their own
I hide the feelings that here have been shown
Different when I talk, lighter I believe
Darker on paper where there's no one to decieve
Alone in a corner, I sit and write
My heart in a vice, that's squeezed too tight
I trust in fear
I trust in pain
I trust in myself
I trust in my name
Reborn, it means
Reborn I am
Though the fear is still there I do what I can
And what can I say to this world that I'm in?
The name I was given?
Renee
And it's all I can be day after day
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