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Thu Nov 22, 2007 11:59 pm |
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I would never kill myself
I'll sooner die of suffering then end my own life
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| elephant_lost |
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Tue Nov 27, 2007 5:35 am |
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November 27, 2007:
I'm leaving for now, hopefully make a life a bit better...I know I won't return with a new heart or new lungs...but I will return regardless.....I wonder how many people actually keep talking to me when I return...at least I have the respect to let others know I'll be away so they don't worry....It still angers me when people say they are to busy to acknowledge those in need, their reason for being busy is something that isn't important, and when they say they will do something for those who are always helping them.....I don't get it, hopefully when I come back all will be well....
"Tell me, are you free in word or thought or deed"
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| Montine |
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Wed Dec 05, 2007 10:12 pm |
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Elphy......Eeeeelllllpppphhhhyyyy....where are you?
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| elephant_lost |
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Wed Dec 05, 2007 11:36 pm |
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December 5, 2007:
It's been one hell of a day...so many things coming at me at once. I hardly talked to anyone today, another family death, news of new life, my health, my everything. I'd usually get angry right now, but I'm not, I can't bring myself to get angry anymore....I'm so stressed and so tired...what's happening to me.....am I changing or is it everyone around me who's changing??
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| Zirind |
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Sat Dec 08, 2007 4:03 am |
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You lead a rather depressing life...I'll help if I can...Ive already made you a little happy at least XD
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Wed Dec 19, 2007 5:30 am |
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December 19, 2007:
I really don't know what's wrong with me anymore...I am trying not to be so reclusive but it's so hard not to be in my time of odd emotions....these emotions most would call "emo"....I can't help it sometimes really....being depressed...it's specially hard when those who cared about you no longer acknowledge me.....maybe that's the way things are meant to be.....I'm not even depressed I'm just quietly angry inside...I hardly ever cried now that I do it just seems to annoy people, I haven't cried in weeks even when I want to I keep it inside now.....because in the end I'll always be told the same thing....so why bother....it may kill me inside but at least it won't drive people away....
"I lay in my silence watching over those I care about from a distance"
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Wed Dec 19, 2007 9:00 pm |
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Sounds to me that you need better friends
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